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               From the chapter “The Birdman Drops 
                In,” about skateboarder Tony Hawk: 
               “Hawk, a neatnik, keeps his Lexus immaculate. 
                The only bit of clutter is a stash of DVD games and a PlayStation, 
                which Riley, his nine-year-old son from a previous marriage, uses 
                to occupy himself on long trips. “Those games are awesome,” 
                Hawk says. “He never gets bored. He flew with me to South 
                Africa recently, and he was engrossed the whole way. That’s, 
                like, a 20-hour flight.” 
              One of Riley’s favorite games, naturally, 
                is “Tony Hawk’s Pro Skater.” At the outset, 
                players can scroll down a roster of real-life professional skaters 
                and choose to “be” any one of them—Rodney Mullen, 
                or Chad Musak, or whoever. Each one looks strikingly like the 
                real person and has a special arsenal of skating tricks. Riley 
                likes to be his dad. 
              Riley, as it happens, is our next errand. It’s 
                nearly three o’clock, and Hawk has to pick him up at elementary 
                school. But not in this tiny roadster. So we dash by the house 
                and exchange the SC430 for the pickin’-up-the-kids Lexus, 
                this one a roomy sedan. In a few minutes we’re idling in 
                the train of waiting moms, some of whom turn away from their cell 
                phones to throw Hawk a smile of recognition. Oh, yeah, there’s 
                the millionaire skateboard dad. 
              Soon the bell rings, and the building exhales a 
                stream of laughing kids carrying backpacks. The traffic is bad—“Cars 
                come through here way too fast,” Hawk says—but once 
                there’s a gap, Riley crosses over and hops in, a good-looking 
                third grader with blond hair.  
              "Hey, buddy," Hawk says, smiling in the 
                rearview mirror. 
              “Hey, Dad,” Riley replies. Then, under 
                his breath: “Who’s this?" 
              Once Hawk introduces me, Riley seems satisfied, 
                if thoroughly bored. He’s understandably suspicious of the 
                stream of people vying for his father’s time. I make matters 
                worse by telling him that I have a nine-year-old boy who’s 
                into skateboarding, too. 
              "Oh," he says, trying to be polite. 
              There can be little doubt that Riley Hawk will grow 
                up with one of the most discerning bullshit detectors on the planet. 
                As Hawk informs me later: "Riley’s gotten good at telling 
                who really wants to be his friend, and who just wants to come 
                over and skate with his dad. He can weed ‘em out real fast." 
           
              From the chapter “Points of Impact,” 
                about survivors of the World Trade Center attacks:  
              Around 8:45 Ronnie Clifford walked into the lobby 
                of the World Trade Center Marriott, which was connected to the 
                north tower by a revolving door. He checked his yellow silk tie 
                in a mirror and took a deep breath, preparing himself to take 
                the elevator up. Then he felt a massive explosion, followed several 
                seconds later by a kind of reverberation, a strange warping effect 
                that Ronnie describes as “the harmonic tolerances of a building 
                that’s shaking like a tuning fork." Baffled, Ronnie 
                peered through the revolving door into the lobby of the north 
                tower. He could see it was filling with black haze. People were 
                scurrying to escape what had become an “incredible hurricane 
                of flying debris.”  
              
                Yet Ronnie remained untouched. It was as though the revolving 
                door were a glass portal to another realm, a world of chaos and 
                soot just inches away. The Marriott lobby was calm, the marble 
                surfaces polished and antiseptic. For a few seconds, the two adjacent 
                worlds did not meet.  
				
                Then the revolving door turned with a suctioning sound followed 
                by a sudden burst of hot wind, and out came a mannequin of the 
                future. A woman, naked, dazed, her arms outstretched, her hands 
                swollen and blistered beyond recognition. She was so badly burned 
                Ronnie had no idea what race she was or how old she might be. 
                She clawed the air with long warped fingernails turned porcelain 
                white. Her skin was black and glistening red. The zipper of what 
                was once a sweater had melted into her chest, as though it were 
                the zipper to her own body. The woman’s hair was singed 
                to a crisp steel wool, and her barrette was pressed into the back 
                of her head. Her blackened eyes were welded shut. With her, in 
                the warm gust of the revolving door, came a pungent odor, the 
                smell of kerosene or paraffin, Ronnie thought.  
				
				 
                Then the mannequin became a person, moaning in agony, crying for 
                help. Ronnie had little idea what had happened to her, or where 
                exactly she had come from, but he knew that whoever she was, she 
                was his responsibility now. He had no emergency medical training 
                and scarcely knew what to do. He sat her down on the marble floor, 
                then dashed into the bathroom and poured cool water into a clean 
                black polyethylene garbage bag that he found. He ran back outside 
                and gently dribbled the contents over her body. 
				
				 
               He sat down on the puddled floor and tried to comfort 
                her. Despite her condition, she was lucid. He took out a pen and 
                notepad from his leather bag and jotted down the information as 
                she talked. Her name was Jennieann Maffeo. She was an Italian-American 
                woman from Brooklyn, unmarried, 40 years old. She worked for PaineWebber. 
                She was an asthmatic, she said, and had an extreme intolerance 
                to latex. She could not adequately describe what had happened 
                to her. She was standing next to a man she knew outside the north 
                tower, waiting for a bus, when she heard an explosion above. In 
                a dubious effort to protect them from falling debris, a security 
                guard herded everyone inside the north tower lobby. Suddenly, 
                Jennieann told Ronnie, something bright and intensely hot enveloped 
                her, a vapor. She thought it had dropped down the elevator shaft. 
                She was worried about the man next to her. Surely he was dead, 
                she feared. 
				
				 
                Periodically, Ronnie yelled for a medic, but no one came. He and 
                Jennieann were lost in a surging crowd. People were streaming 
                through the revolving doors now and scattering everywhere in panic. 
                Ronnie didn’t know what to say. His new suit was soaking 
                wet, and wisps of dead skin clung to it. He sat close to Jennieann, 
                but didn’t think he should hold her, for he feared that 
                the germs on his hands would cause an infection that could be 
                fatal.  
				
				 
               Jennieann turned to Ronnie. "Sacred heart 
                of Jesus, pray for me," she said. 
				
                 Ronnie, who’d grown up Catholic in Ireland, knew a few prayers. 
                “Yes, let’s do,” he said, “just to pass 
                the time.”  
				
				 
               Sitting in a pool of water, alone in the swirling 
                stampede, he whispered the Lord’s Prayer in her ear. 
               
              From the chapter “Unembedded,” 
                about the author’s time in Kuwait during the Iraq war: 
           
			  
              
                I began to have real doubts about going through with my mission 
                to “embed” as a journalist with the United States 
                Marines when a reporter raised the unexpected question, “What 
                do I do if I barf inside my gas mask?”  
				
				 
                The question was perfectly serious—nausea can be one of 
                the first symptoms of a chemical attack—but the young lieutenant 
                who was leading the seminar, on a tennis court at the Hilton Kuwait 
                Resort, had obviously never been forced to consider this situational 
                fine point. “That would be a problem,” the lieutenant 
                said. “If you vomit liquid, you’ll just want to clear 
                it by pushing this and blowing hard through that.” He grasped 
                his gas mask and fingered the outlet valve for all of us to see. 
                “But if you’ve got spew chunks, they could clog the 
                valve and you’d...well, you’d be a goner.”  
				
				 
               As I followed this conversation, I was wearing 
                my own gas mask, breathing in its stale rubbery essence and trying 
                to imagine how I would react in the Iraqi desert when the first 
                chemical alarm sounded. There were approximately 50 journalists 
                on the tennis court, hunched in little seminars of ten under the 
                smiting Arabian sun. Through the salt haze to the east, we could 
                see an aircraft carrier heaving in the blue-gray waters of the 
                Persian Gulf. We were here to receive our “NBC training” 
                (Nuclear, Biological, Chemical), and we had only moments ago been 
                issued our masks, medicines, and charcoal-lined chemsuits in brown 
                plastic garbage bags. The lieutenant insisted that we practice 
                donning our masks until we could perform the procedure, eyes shut, 
                in nine seconds or less. It should become part of our "muscle 
                memory," he said. Out in the desert, an alarm would sound 
                and we would hear, "Gas! Gas! Gas!"—the cry always 
                going out in threes. “Your first instinct when you hear 
                the alarm will be to get one last little breath," our instructor 
                said, inhaling sharply. “But if we’re in a cloud of 
                nerve agent that’s just what it’ll be—your last 
                breath.”  
				
				 
               If, after successfully securing the mask, we began 
                to experience any of the telltale signs of nerve-agent poisoning—such 
                as profuse drooling, a sudden intense headache, or a general confusion 
                "about who you are"—we were immediately to medicate 
                ourselves with the “autoinjectors” provided in our 
                kits. I opened my bag and studied one of the little plastic syringes. 
                It was filled with an antidote called atropine and equipped with 
                a tightly coiled interior spring that was strong enough to plunge 
                the needle through several layers of clothing and into the deep 
                tissue of the thigh. In an emergency, we were supposed to hold 
                the autoinjector firmly against our flanks for a good ten seconds, 
                as the atropine slowly drained into our bloodstream.  
				
				 
                For the rest of the seminar, as we practiced other unmentionables, 
                I sat there on the tennis court, breathing thinly in my mask, 
                wondering how our sad, tense world had come to this.  
             
              
              
              
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